So much of what I’ve read through the course of my life has lead me to here.
I’ve seen and experienced snippets of who I am to be, but just haven’t arrived as of yet.
Roller coaster is a term that could be used as it seems to be what I am on, emotionally. There is a war raging within. Old Blue is hanging on to what was always and has never been under any threat of real change. Old Blue is strong and stubborn. Miserable, cranky and full of tricks, but ME & subby got us a new blue and we’re in this thing for the duration. True change may be slow at first, but as we’ve experience those snippets, we have the knowledge and the memory of what it IS being a newer blue.
A small example that happened this week. I was wanting to edit a document…
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